I was feeling awful and I had too much to drink And I could only get a bit better if I just knew what to think I wanted to caress you and to hold you in my arms I wanted you to touch me while you strangled me with charms Raise your glass for love, for Julian I took you to my bedroom with just one thing to do And only seconds later you were me and I was you And in silence there together, with the moon born on that vine My mother woke me up and asked me whether I was fine This one goes out to you, my Julian You were too beautiful to look at and to talk with far too kind So all that's left is a picture of you scratched, inside my mind Raise your glass for love, for Julian, my Julian